imperfectionist - i can't be perfect

â¥ Sunday, August 20, 2006 â¥

yea.. i m here.. to blog again.. i shal try to update everi 2 daes alryte?

Sat
wad can i sae? i was slackin ard.. actuali was suppose to studi.. bud.. de mood ain't dere.. yup.. so.. didint reali studi.. stay at home de whole dae.. playin dota.. kinda sick of tis type of lifestyle.. wher is de live when i hav God? wher wher wher?

Sun
is a great dae i tink.. yup.. 2dae went to church lo.. is great.. at first my cgl talked to mi.. sumhow lyk counsel mi? thks jiahui! i luv u lots! u r de best cgl.. thks for ur words.. i wil take heed.. de sermon.. indeed in my season.. as u al noe.. i cant studi.. and tts a undeniable fact.. I CANT STUDI.. and 2dae was bout de mind.. indeed.. is de wrong information tt i took in den end up de nw MI.. is reali time.. time for mi to take in new information.. i NID NEW INFORMATION!! i nid to RENEW my mind.. sumhow.. afk de service.. i feel strongly.. my Spirit man is explodin.. sumting is mi is blowin up.. and i noe.. i can do well.. i can.. AND I WIL DO IT.. for i m his body.. to send forth de word.. i shall SHINE! FOR GOD'S GLORY.. is gre8.. is been long since i last met de Lord.. and 2dae.. is jus gre8.. gre8.. aft service went to mit kw and daryl go bugis.. kw wan go sinta buy his gear bud is closed.. den we went library studi.. do eng and dnt.. is gre8.. we manage to do quite alot.. compared to b in de house.. is gre8.. fruitful dae..

josephine ar josephine.. ps wor.. 2dae suppose to b our dae.. den hp no batt.. =X i wil repay u wan.. I WIL! WIL PEI U WAN!!

be with you forever

â¥ Friday, August 18, 2006 â¥

is been v long since i last updated.. i shall do a brief one..

Mon
nth special.. normal sch lo.. den went for nites focus.. and dnt again lo.. =X ya.. and i noe a new fren.. called jessica.. ^^

Tue
2dae didnt bring tie to sch.. dunno wher i put it sia.. den kana punished.. run de quarangle 5 rounds.. =.=.. runnin w mi is jz jo and wh.. haha.. dey accompany mi. LOL! den nites go focus again lo.. =.=

Wed
as fri is my O lvl eng oral.. i go cut my hair.. de barber sucks le.. she dunno how cut wan lo.. she help mi cut until.. terrible.. no words to describe ot.. =X and nw i m stuck w tis dam hair.. =((

Thur
nth special too.. keep practisin oral and tts all lo.. borin lo.. haha.. nth speecial la..

Fri
2dae.. is my O lvl oral!! =XX v nervous u noe! i was lyk.. tremblin.. tts al la... i lazy update summore.. i wil sae more when i free alryte =))!

baby devil.. sumhow we lyk driftin frm each other.. more den 1wk didnt contact.. nvm.. is ok la.. i noe is impossible.. dun worri.. i dun tink u suits mi too.. den.. i dun lyk u alrd.. =) isn't tt wad u wan? ^^

~simplifier~

be with you forever

â¥ Monday, August 14, 2006 â¥

Fri
nth special lo.. normal sch lo.. get back my chi results.. i tel u ar.. is sucks.. B4.. de worst ting is.. ORAL MERIT! WTH?!?! my oral alwas distinction wan.. dam sad and angri over it lo.. wth, merit.. den summore 2dae my mum suppose to go sch mit teachers wan.. bud i sae she cant when i didnt even let her noe! LOL!! if she go i wil die le... when she noe my wonderful results.. i m dead..

when i reach home sian.. quarrelled w my mum.. dunno y nwadae alwas quarrel w her wan.. lyk alwas wan... sad.. nvm.. den ltr mit terry.. sae talk talk den de reali ting is to talk bout de hp ting.. question mark.. den de rest of it i dun wan mention.. al i noe is.. tis ting is makin mi feel awkard towards u.. nvm once we settle tis den i wun contact u alrd.. yup..

Sat
hmm.. i went oout w daryl kai jo wc to beauty world play dota.. dota again ryte?? haha.. and we kana trash.. lol.. perhaps we aren't tt gd enuff yet.. nvm la.. den aft tt go home lo.. if nt wad.. den online chat w ppl lo..

Sun
wad can i sae bout 2dae.. jus 2 words.. DNT DAE! lol! i frm 2pm go jun ming's hse do folio until.. 9pm? dam tired sia.. and i onli did 3 tings.. exploded drawings and production schedule.. nt productive enuff.. bud u noe.. exploded drawins is dam hard u noe?? haha.. at least i fin tt! =)) and mi n jun ming decided tt everi sun is a.. DNT FOCUS DAE!!! wahaha! nt bad.. haha.. actuali mittin jz wan.. bud haven fin my dnt summore he wan mi go his church dere.. so mani ppl.. i shy la.. lol!! ^^ so didnt lo.. thks DI! for helpin mi w de song part.. if nt my blog is soundless! haha.. thks thks for makin my blog soundin! haha.. di u rawks! =)) and hor.. u spell my name wrongly.. in ur blog.. is FRANCIS... nt fracis.. dun change my name wor.. ^^..galgal dun sad la.. cheer up la.. u dun wan let ppl noe den u sad sad ppl oso wil feel sumting happened de mah.. =) dun tink too much.. aniting den come to mi lo.. take kaire wor!!=))
~simplifier~

be with you forever

â¥ Friday, August 11, 2006 â¥

WED
2dae is National dae!! HAPPY BDAE SINGAPORE!!! haha.. bud aniway is jus a normal dae lo.. at home.. didnt go out.. suppose to mit pawena bud she nt free den neva liao lo.. den ltr in de nites went to jz house camp.. lol.. as usual.. PILLOW FIGHT!!! wahaha!! fun sia.. bud aft tt i left half life onli.. tired.. phew~ so ltr tt slp lo..

Thur
stil at jz hse frm mornin til lyk noon? yup... den we go lan play dota lo.. zzz.. keep playin dota.. abit sian alrd.. den ltr come home... oso de same activity.. dota oso.. lol.. i m gettin sick of dota-in.. soon i guess..

be with you forever

â¥ Wednesday, August 09, 2006 â¥

Mon

2dae.. had dnt til 5+ lo.. my dnt almost complete alrd.. left de folio go chiong.. can can can wan! arg.. haha. den at de dnt.. ops.. i drop daryl tings.. den.. dere is sum scratches on his artefact.. sorrie daryl =X.. den ltr hao lian my artefact to de art students.. and suddenly i saw a head pop out.. and is yj!! haha.. she coughed and i turned.. den boomm.. saw her next to mi.. oh man i m cock eye.. lol.. den aft tt.. i went home hopin to pon de nites focus.. in de end MR TAN CALLED MI AND ASK ED MI GO SCH NW!! i was lyk wth?? den bo bian went sch for nites focus lo.. nth do wan.. de whole 3 hours i was stonin.. lol even though is a gd environment to studi.. =X

Tue
half dae lo.. my sch havin celebration lo.. fun le.. i was in de custume design wan.. i end up bein de model.. u noe de shirt make mi GAY!! tis IS DE MOST GAY SHIRT I EVA WEAR!!! bud is fun sia.. we design cut paste paste.. m dunno y i bcome de center of attraction sia.. al come to mi and take pic.. mayb kos of my OUSTANDIN APPEARANCE??? haha.. i enjoyed it.. was fun wearin de shirt.. hehe..

kai,jz,jo,wm,daryl,charles,mi,shaun,wh went to bugis for de ma la huo guo.. woo.. jz was kinda lost at first den ltr he noe wher de place is.. IS MUCH BETA DEN DE STEAMBOAT WE HAD LAST TIME. AT LEAST WE ATE COOKED FOOD NT RAW FOOD! XD haha.. nt bad la.. quite nice lo.. enjoyable oso.. =) here's de funni part.. kos we take too much food and we cant fin.. guess wad we do.. we pretent to walk out of de shop.. once outside de shop.. 1 2 3 we RUN!! haha.. fun sia.. lol.. yea inn de end didnt kana caught.. ^^.. den ltr went to cinneplex for movie.. click.. was nice i guess.. bud de show was lyk promotin animal porn! LOL!! haha.. aft de show was lyk.. 12 alrd? shaun father came to fetch us up.. thks SHUAN! =) haha.. den reach home alrd 1am.. i bathed liao den k.o.. i went to slp.. haha.
HAPPY BDAE!

be with you forever

â¥ Sunday, August 06, 2006 â¥

is been ages since i updated.. haha.. nw shall update..

Thur
so long.. i 4gt wad happened sia.. LOLS!! haha.. bud al i can sae is jus a normal dae.. i install warcraft until nites den can sia.. den wad u expect.. i play play play lo.. WAHHAA..

do u noe how much it hurts mi when u sae u r shattered again? do u noe much it pierce thru my heart when i heard tt u cry? do u noe how much it shattered my heart to c u in such a state again? it hurts mi so much to c u lyk tt again.. c u half dead again.. i hate to c u hurt.. al i wan is to c de smile on ur face.. and tts wad i wan..

<3 baby devil

Fri
nth special lo.. 2dae earli release den i went home dota-in again lo.. and i realise 1 ting.. i pass my chi.. and tts my onli sub tt pass.. i flunk de rest.. flunk real bad u noe? hai.. wil i eva make it? to de poly? to de course i wan? hai

2dae whole dae didnt hear frm u.. so sad.. no1 has de capablility to make mi sad.. except u.. u sad=i sad.. i dun wan u sad.. even u hurt mi as long as u dun sad i m happy.. y do u alwas sad? i hope i can b de pillar of ur str.. and de one u turned to.. bud.. it proves mi wrong.. i hope i can b de cotton wool to stop ur bleedin heart.. can i?

doubt so..

Sat
nth special too.. stay at home whole dae.. jio ppl out al cant so end up stayin at home.. den ltr c superband.. sian lo.. lucify out durin de first half.. dam sia.. dey so gd.. i lyk their hair their gothic-ness their style.. is jus so cool man.. once dey out i no mood c liao.. =X hhaa

Sun
2dae is CHC 17th bdae so is quite fun 2dae.. yup.. den james brought a fren go.. and i get to noe 1 more ppl frm my sch de.. =) nt bad huh? haha.. den ltr go je eat den blablabla.. went home.. borin dae i guess?? =)

finali u msg mi.. finali u seems a bit beta.. i waited for ur sms for ages.. and u finali msg mi.. i hope u r beta by nw.. cheer up can? dun so sad.. rem wad u sae? u sae is a new mth new start.. so nw.. is sun.. tmr is mon. is a new wk.. so new start too.. dun sad animore can? it hurts mi too.. =( can i b de cotton wool tt stops ur bleedin heart and heal it? can i can i? or cant i cant i? jus rem.. guardian devil is alwas w baby devil.. regardless of aniting.. <3 baby devil

~simplifier~

be with you forever

â¥ Wednesday, August 02, 2006 â¥

Tue

2dae stay back for dnt.. sian le.. DNT AGAIN.. and dam wad sia.. nid redo my vacuum form.. daryl help mi do.. woohoo.. is PERFECT U NOE.. no wrinkles or wad.. DARYL RAWKS.. MY SOCKS.. rotfl.. haha.. and mrs abdul sen mi home.. thks! appreciate her tt.. she is a gd teacher.. =)

i so happy kos nw we lyk gettin closer.. closer and closer.. baby devil.. de ting is.. i m fallin deeper.. and deeper too.. hai.. i wil stil hold myself back..

fantasy..

Wed
2dae PE rawks sia.. we played bball.. den de last 15mins or 20mins we play freeze and melt.. u mus b lyk =.=.. BUD IS FUN! de whole class playin.. and everi1 was watchin us.. kos is lyk.. we r sec5 and we r playin tis? haha.. BUD IS FUN LE!! reali.. had fun playin tt.. i reali cant bear to leave my frens.. gotta b separate soon.. aft O.. 5yrs of friendship.. 5yrs of scoldin from teacher.. so mani memories and we r goin our own separate ways soon.. =(

reformated my com.. wooho.. no more adware.. gd gd.. fast oso.. jus tt everiting gone.. hais.. nvm..

nw we r growin so close to each other.. bud dun worri.. i noe.. is jus a wishful tinkin of mi to b able to w u.. perhaps is kos ur loved ones r bz tts y u keep msgin mi and stuff.. mayb when ur loved ones r free.. de story wil b diff..

is jus.. a one sided luv and wishful tinkin of mine.. =)

is jus a fantasy to b able to w u.. ~simplifier~

be with you forever